Since young, I've been plagued with a quick temper, either inherited from my papa or because I'm a spoilt little brat, overpampered by my protective parents. And once again, I lost my cool just now... When my lead called me with a sharp tone and I let that little devil inside me loose again and I started to breath funny, my heart pumps faster, my brain gets clouded and my tongue is totally out of control. Yes... words poured out even before my brain could analyse them. I have a wicked tongue, probably honed by the 2 years in JC whereby I had to out-insult this bitch (pardon me) who was in the same class as me to prevent myself from constantly getting put down. I remembered I even sang "You bitch , you bitch you are such a bitch" to her. Haha, haiz... silly me me having done all those stupid things.
Argh... I wish I can be perpetually cool. I wish I can be like Robarto and remain smiling and unfazed even though I have tons of issues assaulting me from all sides. I wish I'm more patient.... Next time, I must take a minute to breath and extinguish my anger before I open my mouth. Yes... *fingers crossed*
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