I have never thought of myself being dumb, just not exceptionally outstanding. But still slightly above average. But now.... I feel absolutely stupid. Especially when all the folks seem to ingest capacitors and inductors for lunch, and talk of stackup, cross-talk and impedance matching with maniacal enthusiam.
Initially I brushed all these off thinking they are way older than me and I should have some time to catch up to them if I tried hard enough. But after the arrival of this smart girl with tons of experience and knowledge and held in reverence by the bosses, my inferiority complex soar to new heights. She's young and capable and smart. I'm haggard, blunder is my middle name and stupid. I asked for some help regarding this analog design on my pathetic testboard, and was referred to her to help look at my "low priority" project if she is free. Like my board, I think I'm one of the lower priority individuals in the group.
Relatively speaking... I suxs. Must find something which very few people do so that I am relatively good even if I'm bad. Helphelp. :'(
1 comment:
dun feel bad....i really think that everyone is good at something, and of cos oso sucks at others haha! maybe she can't sing to save her life. :PPP
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