Tuesday, April 21, 2009

"But You are YOUNGER than 34 right?"

Yes. Stabbed in the heart with just a simple question by a 24 year old. Who would have thought that the cute little girl (ok fine... some can say she's not cute) in the picture will be hitting the big 3-0 soon. I mean... what... you mean you can't tell I'm not 30 yet. Shit... ask me such a question. Sighsighs. Do I look old? Am I haggard? How old do you think I'm.... geez... Women and their insecurities. Sometimes I wish I'm Bao... she looks forever21. And here I'm unhappily ageing away...

So what do I do with the rest of my life? I don't have much time if I want a change, especially at such an advanced age. I need to get out of smelling stinky solder, squatting in climatics chamber, meeting impossible deadlines... but what can I do? Need to plan for my future.

Ah well... but too busy now. Gotto start seriously thinking after the big day.

HATE ME JOB!

Must... listen... to J... Mraz... help......

1 comment:

june said...

erm, im not immune to the ageing process also loh. my team-mates always make fun of my age, even in front of the department head. -_-" and my team leader labelled me the "big sister" in the team in my appraisal! >.<