Sheesh... It's been a less than perfect start to the new year. My new job aint going that well and I'm feeling slightly down in the doldrums. Perhaps life till now has always been quite smooth for me and a little bit of setback sends my whole world upside down.
Have been complaining about my job to practically anybody who can listen.... Complain till I'm tired of complaining. Haha. Because sometimes I see the smirk in people's eyes... as if to say geez... what's so tough about what you are doing... and I feel down and useless. And the countless comments on why I do not want to try for a longer time before making up my mind, it's only like a month on. Why don't you do this do that do blah blah blah... I know I shdn't but I want to point middle teeth at anybody who keeps telling me what to do. I want to quit and I want to go back. Firstly it wasn't an easy choice to put down some part of my dignity and secondly I can see clearly that this dumbass job is going to drain me emotionally because I can't handle nasty people very well. A part of me knows that people are just trying to give me advice based on their own experiences, but I'm too pissed off to care. F*** off world! Pardon my language but it fully expresses the feeling that I am going through now. Hohoho.
Perhaps I will regret putting such an angry blog on... but what the hell. I do what I wanna do now. Leave me alone!
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