Happiness is all in the mind...

Ok... I knew I would regret angry posts... Haha... Just needed to vent my frustrations... Anyway, to look at the bright side of things, my new flat is like almost completed :). It's the one in the middle and they have started painting it. :D

BTW, bubble tea is my comfort drink as Ribena is Bao's. Been drinking and drinking peach green tea recently... Growing real fat. :(

The guy in the picture has parallex error. He should point more to the right. Anyway, he's the poor guy who has to put up with most of my whining and complaints (sometimes even in the middle of the night cos' I can't sleep and wake up and disturb him). Plus, having to wait for me for lunch in case I get forgotten, then end up can't go lunch with the team... Sighs. I'm such a pain in the butt...

That's my comfort food almost every morning at Margaret Drive. But I guess this coming week will be the last few times I get to go there cos' the beng is not going to drive me to work liao since his workplace will be so far from mine next time. :(

Anyway, another good news is that the RAMs give birth to tons of little babies again and this time round there's high chance that some of them are surviving :). So I guess that's a good thing... :D.

So yup, these are the little things that are keeping me going so far.

Stop the world! I want to get off...

Sheesh... It's been a less than perfect start to the new year. My new job aint going that well and I'm feeling slightly down in the doldrums. Perhaps life till now has always been quite smooth for me and a little bit of setback sends my whole world upside down.

Have been complaining about my job to practically anybody who can listen.... Complain till I'm tired of complaining. Haha. Because sometimes I see the smirk in people's eyes... as if to say geez... what's so tough about what you are doing... and I feel down and useless. And the countless comments on why I do not want to try for a longer time before making up my mind, it's only like a month on. Why don't you do this do that do blah blah blah... I know I shdn't but I want to point middle teeth at anybody who keeps telling me what to do. I want to quit and I want to go back. Firstly it wasn't an easy choice to put down some part of my dignity and secondly I can see clearly that this dumbass job is going to drain me emotionally because I can't handle nasty people very well. A part of me knows that people are just trying to give me advice based on their own experiences, but I'm too pissed off to care. F*** off world! Pardon my language but it fully expresses the feeling that I am going through now. Hohoho.

Perhaps I will regret putting such an angry blog on... but what the hell. I do what I wanna do now. Leave me alone!

You have a bad day...

Feeling useless... I'm not build and programmed for big things. My BEST and EMC/ESD tests fail badly below margin... :'(

Happy New Year 2008 ;)

Woah... 2008. Time flies... Looking back on 2007... well, it hasn't been that great a year but can't say it has been sucky overall...

Milestones : (1) Got new job.
(2) Went to Bali -> Got ring :P.
(3) Finally got a Coach bag.
(4) Started singing lessons again...
(5) ... can't think of anything else... hahahaha

Sighs... my youth is drifting away and I have done nothing for the 27 years on this planet. Anyway... I am going to do something I never did. Yes, I'm going to have resolutions this year!
(1) Pass my singing exam.
(2) Try to get a driving license.
(3) Slim down.
(4) Try to survive THE 6MTHS on my own :'(.
(5) Build up my health.
(6) Go Germany?
(7) Try not to drift too much.
(8) Be cheerful! Like the girl in the Kopiprince!

Ok, 8 resolutions this year! Hope I can follow them. Hiak hiak hiak. Oh yeah, and I must cut down on using plastics bags. Save the Earth!

Happy New Year and May Your Dreams Come True!!!