Resolutions for 2012...

LOSe WEigHT!!!

Dreary...

Sighs... Licking my wounds. Lick slurp.

A Sense of Worth

It's strange how certain things start to bother me. How my job title does not have a "Senior" stamped in front... How I fumbled slightly when I was asked a technical question when I was caught off guard... How my son did not rush to the door to greet me when I reach home... How I am not THE BUSINESS but the back office... How my salary haven't or may never reach the big 5 ... yesyes... don't laugh. How my weight keep hovering around 65kg...

Yes. These irritate me. The big 3-0 has opened its doors to me and I see 4-0 waving at me from the far end of the corridor and still I have not achieved that elusive "something" I think I need to achieve to feel that I have not wasted all these time.

I need to feel my worth. Sighs.