My Little Bro

I just read my little bro's blog and it suddenly occurred to me that despite being super studious and getting pretty decent grades for my exam as compared to my brother, I am actually not the brainy nor the gutsy one in the family. He is.

So kudos to good grades and breezing through school. I guess what is most important is having a resilient and uncluttered mind and sticking to what you believe in. This I gotto learn from him.

Escape from Monkey Island

Reading Bao's new blog made me reflect about myself. I am the type of person who likes to have my cake and eat it... I want everything to fall into place nicely and hate to get out of my comfort zone, which I guess led me to where I am now... I wish I can feel that much enthusiam about what I do...

I guess what I have to do now is to keep reminding myself to find back my passions... rediscover my love for reading, writing and music and see how I can steer my life towards them again and find meaning in what I do. I have been drifting in the electronics junkyard for too long. Must find my way out of the garbage. But first, I am tired... need... my.... bed... and regain my energy bars.....

On days like this... I need a nice cup of hot chocolate...

And curl up into a ball and feel sorry of myself. :'(

Perplexed

Finally I managed to type something. And.... my son just wailed... and the moment has passed again. Ah well, I will just try again another day.