Saturday, September 26, 2009

Rain Rain Go Away...

Garoupa lookalike unclish engineer barking at me like crazy dog. Old ang moh uncle pretending to me nice but BCCing the whole world the emails I wrote to him to consult him on technical questions. Bosses who hold meetings late into the evening. Revered elders who get to do all the visible technical work and me picking up the shit. Ridiculous expectations of having to work late/weekends/midnight teles. Android peers who have higher expectations than your boss. Vendors pushed into premature delivery due to unreasonable demands. Colleague hospitalised for 2 months because of overwork. Numerous female friends leaving. Low reproduction rate...

When is all these going to end? It never rains... It pours.... I need a TIME OUT.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Unattractive


After a particularly disastrous bbq birthday lunch for my mama, with a bloated tummy, oily face and the smell of smoke in my hair....
ME: I am so bloody unattractive.
The BENG: Me too.
(Contemplative silence as we rubbed our bellies)
The BENG: It's ok. We are attracted by each other's unattractiveness.
ME: -_-" .....

Monday, September 07, 2009

Jobs Jobs Jobs... There are no good Jobs...


It's so tiring to go for interviews and feeling your morale go down Down DOWN as your hopes get dashed one by one.... Are there no better places than my ex-division?

Help.

BLOOP Bloop bloop....


But I must still -