Feeling quite down about my pathetic career recently. Been running around like a chicken without a head this whole year. Jumping from one job to another but still not finding closure... Fought so hard to go to a place where I thought I can be better appreciated and given more opportunity and in the end... they chose people with longer experience than me to do the task... and i'm relegated to doing bloody testing. Feel so sidelined... Sobs. Really feel like crying out of frustration sometimes. Perhaps if I had stayed on at one place and didn't move around like a crazy monkey... my career path would have been smoother... Sososososososo depressing.Ah well... which leads me to my next topic. I live for my after 6pm and weekends now. Can't wait to go home and do my stuff so that I don't have to think about work. Recently I've been trying to find a bikini for my trip and today, I finally found one that is reasonably priced and doesn't look too shabby. Anyway, I think it's reasonably priced at 46 bucks... but the beng says why buy something that I will only wear once and never wear again.... x_x. Thanks... Guys will never understand this but there is something about wearing a bikini that is in every woman's to-do list. It ranks up there with "Getting Married" and "Have flawless skin"... So even though I'm pear shaped, I shall take the chance and wear the bikini because this is probably as good as it will get. There is an extremely high likelihood that I will be orange shaped and moving on to watermelon in the not so far future.... But the problem with woman is... after buying a bikini, I think... do I need a scarf to go along with it?... Argh... how troublesome it is to look good....
Anyway, it's nearly 1am... I'm tired and my mind is dwelling on too pessimistic issues... I shall get my beauty sleep now and get ready to visit a potential videographer tmr! :) Life still goes on... quite happily in fact if I minus away my career. Hohohoho.
