Negativity...

Am drowning in negativity lately... It seems like all the vibes I'm getting and feeling are bad, dark, cloudy, depressing... Yes depressing... Been trying to pull myself up away from all these but haven't been succeeding too well. :(

Sighs... What's wrong with me...? MUST... CHEEER... UP....

Anyway, I was doing this facebook quiz and it seems to hit the nail on the head about my personality... which is interesting...

Temperament
Energetic
Your energy is boundless - you are racing ahead to some goal, dream or opportunity that lies before you. And you always make sure that you are two steps ahead of the pack. You move so fast through life that you sometimes forget to take time to smell the "proverbial" rose. Channel your energy into what lies immediately ahead of you and your future will be full of even more exciting happenings.

Interests
Simple
You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

Amusement
Thoughtful
You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.

Passion
Traditional
Your notions about romance are viewed as unrealistic by many, but don't let that stop you. When you think of romance, you think of huge gestures of commitment, sacrifice and love like we see in the movies. Flowers, chocolate, and wine are just some of the ways to your heart. You want to feel loved and treasured by your partner and you expect to be courted, admired and hotly pursued. You long for old fashioned dating.

Cool..... Bullseye!

Life is like a glass of sparkly. You never know till you taste it...

It's time for a new start, but I feel slightly unnerved because it means I have to start from scratch again. Start to get to know new people. Start to create a rapport with new bosses and colleagues. Start to get accustomed to a new environment. Start to learn new things. And the list goes on...

And my boss and lead are both trying to poison my mind by saying that my new workplace is sucky and the culture is bad and I will be bullied. Sighs... Haha. Which makes me even more jitterish because I must admit that my current company is really a comfortable environment to work in. But like all comfortable places, they pay people really badly and try to get away with it. Hahahaha!

Of those who left, some entered another workplace which is cool and good. While some really ain't that happy. So yes, it's kinda like a gamble. I have been in too many gambling sprees this year. Quite bad for the heart. :(. Anyway, CJ says he has never regretted it at all! Master Khoo seems pretty ok and his new company is really generous, plus he dresses really well now :). YewPapa is so-so. Think SSM is doing pretty good. Bro Budi is now a businessman. Hmmm... come to think of it. The odds aren't that bad isn't it? Keke.

Anyway, THE DAD has dished out a few words of advice - "Yes, the new environment you are going to may be even worse than where you are now. But it can also be way better. If you never go, you will never know." So I guess the path ahead is clear. As CJ says "No guts no glory!" and as Master Khoo says "Huat! Huat! Huat!" Kekekeke. Sighs... I love all human pigs and graduated human pigs...