Warm and Fuzzy

Why do I suddenly feel so strange about this person recently? Warm and Fuzzy... when he smiles at me... :)... No wonder Robertus say I'm nuts.... I guess I'm one one walnut head.

On the Wrong Side of 25

OMG... It suddenly hit me... I'm 26....

Do you have a TARGET... -_-'''

My colleague asked me this.... then i was like -_-'''.... targets? what are targets? Targets are for bashing and shooting... I don't have targets... I only have people I like or people that I don't... I don't like to think of people as targets... So weird...

AURYTHMICS IV

YUP! Our concert on sat was super fun! It's great to be with ppl who love to sing! And during rehearsal, everytime before a song, we would hum the first note. And the guys will try to be farnie and sing "Hummmmmm, mee siam mai hummmmmm"..... Then after that, everybody would hum "Hummmmmmm" instead of the normal "Mmmmmmm"... so farnie!

And I have my first bouquet of flowers in my entire 26 years of existence :). So pretty leh!!!! Anyway, it was a fun nite and I hope to do more of it.

Maybe I should try to do more stuff in music and sell my life to the arts... or maybe not... hahahaha... :)

Someone Else's Story

Long ago, in someone else's story
Someone with my name
Who looked alot like me
Came to know
A man and made a promise
He only had to say
And that's where she would be

Lately although the feelings run just as deep
The promise she made has grown impossible to keep
And yet, she wish it wasn't so
Will he miss me if I go?

In a way
It's someone else's story
I don't see myself as taking part at all
Yesterday, a girl that I was fond of
Finally could see the writings on the wall
Sadly, she knew she's left him behind
But sadder than that she knew he wouldn't even mind
And though there's nothing left to day
Would he listen if I stay?

It's all very well to say you fool it's now or never
I could be choosing
No choices whatsoever

I could be in someone else's story
In someone else's life
And he could be in mine
I don't see a reason to be lonely
I should take my chances further down the line
And if that girl I knew should ask my advice
Oh I wouldn't hesitate she needn't ask me twice
Go now! I'd tell her that for free
Trouble is, the girl is me
The story is, the girl is me...

This is one of the most beautiful and sad songs I've ever heard. The lyrics are gorgeous aren't they?

My Brain's Full of Junk

My brain's all cluttered up recently... You know.. like everything's misty and hazy and I have no idea what I'm doing. And I'm thinking most of the time, but I don't know what I'm thinking. It's like one big mess. Wonder what the heck is wrong with me... Gee... It's like being on a carousel, going round and round, thinking about the same things over and over again and you can't get off and the ride is not fun anymore... It's times like this when you wish you are like Professor Dumbledore and you can remove your thoughts one by one and go through them, instead of letting them mingle and mix and cloud your brain... Gosh... I think junk too much. Argh.

That's y i need to get away... with my daughter (in case ppl think that I'm a single parent... my daughter is not my real daughter but this "hateful" creature who is older than me but look tons younger with peaches and cream complexion and luscious lips. Hahaha. Oh yeah, and currently she's plagued by a certain mr WOOHOO!) and find some peace and quiet and some grass. And the great blue ocean. Away from my everything to unclutter my unruly brain...